A Quick Assessment

[krowface]

So many things going on, and while I should be documenting them for my sake, I can't seem to find the time or inclination to do so.

i'm still slowly climbing out of my hole. i'm doing far far better than i was a few months ago, even a month ago, but i've still got a ways to go before i'm back to the top of my game.

finally, i'm eating again, even if sporadically, and for the first time in months i've actually sat down and done some artwork. the occasional prose and poetry, and random acts of photography.

i've still got a lot of nastiness rattling around in my head, but at least the roaring has dulled down enough i can focus on what's important, which is repairing what was once ruined inside of me.

lots of work ahead of me, but still, got a ways to go.

there's lights on the horizon though, and i think i'll be okay.

still dealing with my new status in life as a reformed lush, and i feel my heart being pulled in too many different directions right now, but the damage has ended, and the healing has started.

focus on stability is the next step. then once i'm of a correct footing, i can start back on the road i've set myself to.

soon... soon.

Comments

[jahzcat.livejournal.com]

It's good that you've not been been blogging so to speak about what's going on. It means you're too busy to dwell, you're living life, not mourning it. I'm glad you're doing much better, you certainly sound it.