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Pardon me here...
Apr. 5th, 2013 08:03 pmSo just so we know we're on the same page here.
My dad is currently suffering from kidney stones bad enough he was willing to admit he was in pain. They have to put a shunt into him. They also found out there's something else that's making him dangerously anemic. However while trying to figure out what it was, he had a reaction to something and they had to send him home and deal with the stones later. They were going to put in the shunt anyways, but he got an infection at the IV site so he's been sent home again.
Right now we're concerned with the kidney stones. We're ignoring the bigger problem for now, only because we don't know what's up.
One of my nieces hurt herself and admitted to planning a suicide to a group of people. She ended up in the ER at the same time as my dad. However after being sedated and analysed, she has declared it was all an act. But she did manage to mention in front of a bunch of professionals that she "only wants to kill herself when she's stuck at home" because apparently missing a party was a big deal...
Also that evening one of my sisters ended up in the ER because the pins and screws keeping her spine together is piercing her organs. Or so she says. Or it's ovarian cysts?
My other sister is currently not talking to me, because I called her on her shit. The thing about that is she might decide when she stops talking to me, but I'm the one that will decide if she starts again. I will probably not talk to her again until she grows the fuck up and does something adult... like moves out of my parent's basement before the age of 30.
My other sister, whom I never talk about, is now involved in my family's business and is starting to raise hell. But it looks like I might be going to Tennessee for a bit, and I might need to bring bail money. Whatever. Like I haven't done worse.
Also, I lost two of my best friends this year. However none of that is any of their business, because that's too bad, they don't get to know that sort of stuff in my life anymore.
I also believe there are a LOT of people out there who like to tell me they're my friend, but they're saying something different everywhere else. Yes, I am talking to each of you, and you fucking know it.
Anyways yeah I'm losing my family. Losing my friends.
So excuse me if I seem a little on edge nowadays. I'd like to think I'm keeping it together incredibly well.
Oh and speaking of, the living paradigm of loyalty and faithfulness, is going to die in my arms as soon as I can get to her. Because it is the most loving thing I can do for her, and if anyone has earned it, it's her.
If I'm lucky. I might just only get a phone call if it has to happen without me.
My dad is currently suffering from kidney stones bad enough he was willing to admit he was in pain. They have to put a shunt into him. They also found out there's something else that's making him dangerously anemic. However while trying to figure out what it was, he had a reaction to something and they had to send him home and deal with the stones later. They were going to put in the shunt anyways, but he got an infection at the IV site so he's been sent home again.
Right now we're concerned with the kidney stones. We're ignoring the bigger problem for now, only because we don't know what's up.
One of my nieces hurt herself and admitted to planning a suicide to a group of people. She ended up in the ER at the same time as my dad. However after being sedated and analysed, she has declared it was all an act. But she did manage to mention in front of a bunch of professionals that she "only wants to kill herself when she's stuck at home" because apparently missing a party was a big deal...
Also that evening one of my sisters ended up in the ER because the pins and screws keeping her spine together is piercing her organs. Or so she says. Or it's ovarian cysts?
My other sister is currently not talking to me, because I called her on her shit. The thing about that is she might decide when she stops talking to me, but I'm the one that will decide if she starts again. I will probably not talk to her again until she grows the fuck up and does something adult... like moves out of my parent's basement before the age of 30.
My other sister, whom I never talk about, is now involved in my family's business and is starting to raise hell. But it looks like I might be going to Tennessee for a bit, and I might need to bring bail money. Whatever. Like I haven't done worse.
Also, I lost two of my best friends this year. However none of that is any of their business, because that's too bad, they don't get to know that sort of stuff in my life anymore.
I also believe there are a LOT of people out there who like to tell me they're my friend, but they're saying something different everywhere else. Yes, I am talking to each of you, and you fucking know it.
Anyways yeah I'm losing my family. Losing my friends.
So excuse me if I seem a little on edge nowadays. I'd like to think I'm keeping it together incredibly well.
Oh and speaking of, the living paradigm of loyalty and faithfulness, is going to die in my arms as soon as I can get to her. Because it is the most loving thing I can do for her, and if anyone has earned it, it's her.
If I'm lucky. I might just only get a phone call if it has to happen without me.
