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Caught your eye while I caught your gaze.
Should've said something but I waited for days.
Now every day is a struggle
while I wait for your embrace.

Too late you got involved,
another fool just wasting your time.
Tying knots in my guts while I wait
for you to say "take me, you're mine."

Calm this wild heart. Calm this wild reckless heart.
Tell me you like me. Say it again.
Tell me you like me, do it again.

Standing on the sideline while you find your place.
Biting a hole in my lip while waiting for release.
Now every day is a struggle while you look for peace.

We're cut from the same cloth, and I wanna tie these ends together.
Find a place in my heart, remind me not to bother.
Take me home, take me somewhere farther.

Calm this wild heart. Calm this wild reckless heart.
Tell me you like me. Say it again.
Tell me you like me, do it again.

Maybe once the dust settles, things will be alright.
I can stare at the stars while they align tonight.
And at the top of my lungs I can say we'll make this right.

Wrecked and never knew what was coming.
Something sure and something becoming.
Could be a time and place where I'm free to be loving.

Calm this wild heart. Calm this wild heart.
Tell me you like me. Say it again.
Tell me you like me, do it again.

Waiting for the dust to settle.
Waiting for the dust to settle.
And I'm still waiting.
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Trust gets you killed, love gets you hurt, and being real gets you hated.

Pursuit.

Sep. 18th, 2016 01:10 am
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Wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person; the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else ever has. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world because they are so proud of you. And most of all, wait for the person who will make you a priority, because that’s where you belong.
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I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
Read more... )
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What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can’t pin you down
What’s going on in that beautiful mind
I’m your magical mystery ride
And I’m so dizzy, don’t know what hit me, but I’ll be alright

My head’s under water
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind

Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
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So fed up what's with the scenes
Observe and leave instead
This pity wagon
Penetrates my skin
So sensitive
Makes me sick

And like before
Makes no sense
Never coming
Always leaving
Right before hooked on substance
Dig in deeper
Can't reveal

Why we leave well enough alone
Never thought about the shame
Read more... )
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My very first time as a director, and now I can finally *publicly* share footage of what we're shooting. 

I am very proud of what we've been able to accomplish, and I'm very thankful to be a part of a large crew of very talented people.

I'm blessed. Truly blessed. What a wonderful opportunity. Here's to the future.

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Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black thoughts have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Please strike
Be deliberate

We are never ever ever getting back together,
We are never ever ever getting back together,
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together

Like, ever...
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Well, oh what a feeling
that burns down low
when you ain't got no where to turn,
or no where to go
It makes me feel like sometimes
I'm outta control
So I'm gonna get wasted
with all my country heroes

Read more... )
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Have faith in me
Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe
So cling to what you know and never let go
You should know things aren't always what they seem

I said I'd never let you go, and I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I'm going crazy )
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  His face turned dark. He cursed himself for not paying attention. And now he knew that if he radioed them at this moment it would probably only just distract Bailey, and any distraction right now would certainly kill someone.
 
Jake saw the shamblers slowly turn towards the men, and blindly heading towards their general direction. He knew it would be only moments before the noise and the heat of the motorcycles starting up would definitely cause the creatures to rally. And a rallied horde is bound to attract anything else in the area. A horde of any size is extremely dangerous, but a big enough horde usually attracts any runners that might be around.
 
Without turning his attention away from the creatures or the men, Jake broke protocol and yelled. "Damnit Jo. Get back inside. Get the engines turning. We need to go." Without looking he reached back open palmed for her, as if he was pantomiming pushing her away, and she reached out and with the tips of her two fingers, she very lightly touched his palm. As is the way with the people of the rails. “We touch one last time, every time.”
 
Quickly and without sound, Jo was leapt with a short arc and slipped easily down the hatch and out of sight.
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I no longer have patience for certain things, not because I’ve become arrogant, but simply because I reached a point in my life where I do not want to waste more time with what displeases me or hurts me. I have no patience for cynicism, excessive criticism and demands of any nature. I lost the will to please those who do not like me, to love those who do not love me and to smile at those who do not want to smile at me.
 
I no longer spend a single minute on those who lie or want to manipulate. I decided not to coexist anymore with pretense, hypocrisy, dishonesty and cheap praise. I do not tolerate selective erudition nor academic arrogance. I do not adjust either to popular gossiping. I hate conflict and comparisons. I believe in a world of opposites and that’s why I avoid people with rigid and inflexible personalities. In friendship I dislike the lack of loyalty and betrayal. I do not get along with those who do not know how to give a compliment or a word of encouragement. Exaggerations bore me and I have difficulty accepting those who do not like animals. And on top of everything I have no patience for anyone who does not deserve my patience.
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Have you got colour in your cheeks?
Do you ever get that fear that you can't shift
The type that sticks around like something in your teeth?
Are there some aces up your sleeve?
Have you no idea that you're in deep?
I dreamt about you nearly every night this week
How many secrets can you keep?
'Cause there's this tune I found that makes me think of you somehow and I play it on repeat
Until I fall asleep
Spilling drinks on my settee

(Do I wanna know)
If this feeling flows both ways?
(Sad to see you go)
Was sort of hoping that you'd stay
(Baby we both know)
That the nights were mainly made for saying things that you can't say tomorrow day

Crawling back to you

Ever thought of calling when you've had a few?
'Cause I always do
Maybe I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new
Now I've thought it through

Crawling back to you

Read more... )
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I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

This is an emergency
So are you listening?

And I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

So you give up every chance you get
Just to feel new again

I think we have an emergency
I think we have an emergency

And you do your best to show me love,
but you don't know what love is.

So are you listening?
So are you watching me?

Well I can't pretend that I don't see this

It's really not your fault
That no one cares to talk about it,
Talk about it


Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive

These scars, they will not fade away.

No one cares to talk about it, talk about it

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times
When it deserved to be alive
(When it deserved to be alive)
I've seen you cry
Way too many times
When you deserve to be alive, alive
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I count the falling tears
They fall before my eyes
Seems like a thousand years
Since we broke the ties
I call you on the phone
But never get a rise
So sit there all alone
It's time you realize

I'm not your fool
Nobody's fool
Nobody's foooool
I'm no fooool
Nobody's fool
Nobody's fool
Never again no no

You take your road I'll take mine,
The paths have both been beaten
Searchin' for a change of pace
Life needs to be sweetened
I scream my heart out just to make a dime
And with that dime I bought your love
But now I've changed my mind

I'm not your fool
Nobody's fool
Nobody's fool
I'm no fool
Nobody's fool
Nobody's fool
Never again no no

I count the falling tears
They fall before my eyes
Seems like a thousand years
since we broke the ties
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Here I lay
Still and breathless
Just like always
Still I want some more
Mirrors sideways
Who cares what's behind
Just like always
Still your passenger
Chrome buttons, buckles and leather surfaces
These and other lucky witnesses
Now to calm me
This time won't you please
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Stalking is unwanted or *obsessive attention* by an individual or group toward another person. Stalking behaviors are related to harassment and intimidation and may include following the victim in person or *monitoring them*.
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You know what I want for Father's Day?

Answers. 

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Got a haircut. Fixed my glasses, finally. Got a part time job, just applied for a full time. Even with having to check my crops after the hailstorm, I'm doing well. Another piece of mail and I go get my license.

I'm pretty pleased at how quickly I can attend to my to-do list. Matter of fact once I can afford to get my PC here and my tablet back up, I can finish the rest of my to-do list. Otherwise I take the time to paint for a little bit each week.

Then once that regular paycheck comes in, I can save up and take care of what matters most.

 

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There are so many parents and when I say parents, I mean dads, that reject their children. Leave the mom to figure it out. Then there are the great dads. The dads that love every moment with their child.. The dads, in spite of a failed relationship, do not fail their child.

To me, you're that second type of dad. It is so unnerving to me that anyone would try to keep a father like you away from your child.

It's evident your relationship with your daughter is amazingly connected and it's heart breaking to watch this unfold as it has. I wish I had words that could fix all this for you and make everything all right, but all I have to offer you is support, understanding and a ear if you need one. Keep fighting for your right to have a relationship with your daughter. There is no justifiable reason for that to be taken away.

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